Memory lane: Anywhere but here

Hello everyone! I've been wanting to post something regarding my life a bit. Not in general, but rather about relationship in particular. I have no idea who will be reading this but i'm still gonna post this..

So.. basically, my life has been rather mundane.. Just like the description of the photo below (from tumblr). I just feel so tired and sick of everything that is happening around me. Most of the time, i don't feel appreciated by anyone. Most of the time, i would rather be alone and i'm always am. Most of the time, i feel like i'm always the one taking the initiatives. You can't imagine how boring this is.

Everyone have been cheated on, got hurt, cried, lost, which are mainly the causes of depression? Yes those are probably the effects of dating or rather being in a relationship. And yes i haven been dating anyone for quite awhile now, yes i haven been in love/relationship for 3 years, yes i get jealous when i see couples together. I guess i've been alone for way too long. (No hidden meaning to that ah)

When i like someone, i tend to hold on for the longest time and expects something more but at the end of the day, misery never fails to strike me. Maybe this is not my thing or maybe i.. expect a little bit too much. Sometimes i really wish that reality are like dreams but we all know that is something that would never come true. Sometimes i give up too fast, sometimes i get too attached easily and hold on for just too long. I guess having friends by my side is more than i can ask for. Sometimes i just wish someone could understand me a little more.

Okay enough saying for real, here are some random photos taken using my Iphone:

See how i look like if i have bangs