Memory lane: HUMANS

Firstly, i'll start off by thanking everyone for their support that has got me into the finals of Poshism Fashion Feud Competition 2012.

You see, life haven't been that good for me even before i joined this competition. But, things got worse even before this started. Even before you knew it, i have found out pretty much stuffs that some people have been talking about... ME. Apparently, these people made some comments regarding my outfit, like 'The RP girl wearing black is so boring', 'like blogshop model', 'No offense but personally i feel that there are better looks from RP that deserves it rather than the ones that are currently the top few' and many more. I don't wish to state their names, but you know who you are.

Well, if you people are so unhappy about the finals.. Why don't you just write in to their email and let them know that 'Poshism is no longer about fashion, is about how many friends you have'? Maybe that'll help, rather than complaining and making nasty comments on twitter? I agree on having the freedom to say whatever you want, but RT-ing on purpose just made it worst. Looks are just so deceiving, you have no idea how many people are talking about you too my dear 'friend'. I'm just so disappointed having to find out so many things in just a day. "Sorry if i'm too blogshop for you, Fashionistas". So.. what makes you think your dressing doesn't look blogshop? What makes you think your outfit is outstanding or fun looking?

Looking back ever since the day i started my poly life, i've came to realised that i've actually changed so much as a person. I used to be a rather judgmental person, who bitches almost every single day with my friends. In 1 and a half years, i actually stopped judging and became a person whose really neutral towards everyone and everything. This change in me obviously made my life pretty easy and simple. Life was good. Until this time round, where some people even assumed and dislike me because they thought i wanted to be the first in poshism... Seriously?! I have no idea how their minds think, but this is ... insane. If you diss me when i did nothing wrong, that's when i'll do the same by making rude remarks and nasty comments about you. But this time round, i'm just gonna forget about it.

Personally, i believed that everyone has their own style and fashion. For me, I wear anything that makes me feel comfortable and something that actually suits my mood and personality. So we should all respect each other and try not to create a war eh? To come and think of it, this actually prepares me to face the society in the future thanks to dad's advice. A society filled with all kinds of people, a society where you can trust no one but only yourself. Never thought having a heart to heart talk with my mom can actually cause me to feel so much better than talking to anyone else.

I'm not posting this to create sympathy because i definitely do not need that from anyone of you. I just feel kinda bothered about this for a while now. Furthermore i do not necessarily have to win or having any intention to win this either because this is something that i've always wanted to do ever since i was a kid. This could just be the best birthday gift ever.

Anyway i've only 5 invites to the Finals @ Zouk this 9 June 2012, because this is only an invite event only, you will have to send an email just by telling them why you would love to be there in less than 100 words and email it to zeikei@poshism .com! See you guys there! More details here Fashion Feud 2012: Final Face-off

Photos from Instagram:

My first attempt on zebra prints so fugly hahaha